The Secret

Lately I have been pondering on a different approach to life. I have always been know to be the positive person in the family. Then about 7 years ago I changed to a person who just let things go and wasn't very positive to anything. Then 5 years ago on New Years Day which was 2004 I made up my mind that I wanted to meet my soul mate the person who would be my better half. I started writing a list of what I wanted in a man and a relationship. Well New Years Day of 2005 I spent the most romantic day with a special man I met just the day before. Now we are married and have been together ever since. Not knowing that thinking positive is what got me to where I am now. I'm starting to go back to the way I was and thinking of what I want to complish. I'm not setting a deadline just letting myself know where I need to be. I thought that I was being truthful about having a baby last year. But I wasn't, this year I have started off good. I'm thinking about having a baby everyday every waking minute or spare minute I have. I'm looking at furniture. I'm also looking at houses. The two things I want is a new house and a baby. I feel that all of it will happen in it's due time. But I have to give my all to help it happen. I can't just imagine and it and do nothing. I have to have the drive to want it, the heart that I had when I was younger. It's weird that when I was younger I always dreamed of just being happy and writing and teaching. I didn't let nothing get in the way I felt. Now I must do the same thing. When I'm more positive about the situation it seems to help me through alot more in life.